Know thy enemy... anger (2)

When you dig into the cause of your anger,
eventually you will come to the very deep ones
One of them is...

"(God,) why did you create me?"
"why did you create me with this and this and this, etc...?"
"I can't believe you love me when I see these horrible things you gave me--this and this and this..."

--insecurity

--anxiety or fear with no reason

but one thing about this is "lack of appreciation"
You forgot to pay attention to what good things he has given you

so, when you try to learn how to appreciate, that might help

Know thy enemy... anger

Very often...

you are not angry because of the things you are angry about,
but because of your anger

Knowing this would help you to control your anger

Reason for no God

In my generation, many people became Communist not necessarily because they were "inspired by" the theory, but because they found justification to release their anger and frustration by doing so.

So, you decide to believe in God or not believe in God not necessarily by theory but rather by your emotion.

But, this still may be just one aspect of the truth. Just try not to look at things from just one aspect and make a quick decision.

Life is a lot of...

Life is a lot of learning
And it is good that I can learn
So, I thank you, God, for this.

This was today's conclusion.

Message for myself

When you feel urge to say to someone something like... "I think you should do this and this..." "My advice for you is to do this and this..." "I tell you what you need to do is to do this and this... and I really believe it will work!" etc. ...

usually the case is those words are exactly what you need to hear. In other words, you are the one who should do "this and this" more than anybody else.

This is how God is conveying his personal message to you by using your relationship with someone around you. And after many whiles you would be saying, "Because of you I could get this message from God, which saved my life. You are like a "Messiah" to me!"

So, I know what I am writing right here is the exact message I need to listen to...