Thank God for my misery

It is good to look at yourself sometimes...
but, don't look at yourself with your own eyeglass, or, with your own eyes
Try to look at you through God's eyes, or, eyes of the parent

God (parent) loves you unconditionally
God (parent) absolutely trusts you (or, trusts that your conscience will prevail)
God (parent) wants to be proud of you
or, he wants to declare to the world, "Look! this is my son/daughter!"
God (parent) is committed to do anything to support your victory
or, he is always there for you (24/7, even if you cannot see him, or feel him)
God (parent) would want to listen to you
or, he knows your challenge/loneliness and is there to give you strength
God (parent) is your "best friend" if you are willing to accept it
etc. etc. etc.

So, it is very unwise to keep rejecting him
and dwelling in your misery

Therefore, thank God for your misery
because you might not seek for God (parent) without it