Now you're lookin' for trouble

Once you said it, though, now you are looking for trouble!
Now expect a challenge, which you asked for. But the trouble is basically just yourself:

"Why can't I do such and such...?!"
"Maybe I'm not worthy for this..."
"I don't have confidence to fulfill my responsibility (even though I received so much from God)."
"I can't believe that I can make a miracle."
"Maybe I may disappoint him again." (better not do it at all...)

Of course these things come because you are the one who declared the war!
Therefore, you just need to win.
Just go one step at a time.
Remember what you said--I am going to "give" not "give me..."
And enjoy each step; enjoy what you do; enjoy what you can do--as he enjoys
As long as you don't change, then things will change eventually...
"Now you're talking (with him)"
And you won't regret if you die today making such step
Yes, life is learning; need to learn to enjoy your life
And enjoying is always accompanied by gratitude and humility
And because you are "the main character of the drama"!
And your best audience--God ("Okyakusamawa Kamisamadesu."お客様は神様です。)