When you are tempted to accuse yourself... (2)

(continued) ...and when you try to recognize what he does, then you will remember this quote:

"And when they came to the place which is called The Skull, there they crucified him, and the criminals, one on the right and one on the left.
And Jesus said, "Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do." (Luke 23: 33-34)

you think you are unforgivable, and you may be right, and yet he begs God still to forgive you.
interpreting what he says "I will take responsibility for them. I will pay the price for them because I am their father. I will continually take responsibility to raise them to be good because I am their father..." with that love, he is livign with you.

So, there's no point of accusing yourself.

Instead, use such occasion to connetct to his love as your parent...