When I said to God, "God, I want you to use me to reach out to others.", I felt he seemed to be happy, or, at least happier than when I did not say that to him.
Then he started to give to me many inspirations, insights and realizations, etc.
So, I was very happy thinking, Wow! now I have something to give...
Then I started to give...
Then I realized, in fact, he gave me these words not that I could lecture them on the people
But, in fact, the words he gave to me were the words I needed to practice.
Then I realized that God has an interesting way of educating people
If he is using my mouth to speak to the people, then I need extra sincerity to listen to what my mouth says, and I have to be the first one to sincerely practice what my mouth is saying
I may be wrong, but so far that's how my conscience is telling me to think
It is so easy for me to make that mistake: when the word is given to me, it is so easy to use that word to judge others, but, in fact, the purpose of that word having been given to me is for me to practice it and grow first, which may be the first step to help others
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